Yes, this is the final decision

The counsel has spoken. And I have made my decision!

Yippees!! Thanks Ben for making all these possible! Hehe Looking forward!

I actually wanted to write about my excitement, but I will digress a bit since this little indian girl/boy is standing right in front of me at the same bus stop! With the pacifier in her/his mouth and dressed in a non-gender colour orange with blue crocs. Long lashes and big eyes with the fave tiny blanket wrapped around the tiny body - I am absolutely clueless about this toddler's gender! Ah.. Now I see one ear studded with one earring. The other remains unadorned. Hmmmm... So.. Boy or girl ah? Okie the milk bottle has a blue cap.. But the baby's top has flowery embroideries.. Okie la, prob a little girl - there's no way of telling unless I go up to the mum to ask. I assure you I have no inclination to do that, as scaredy cat as I am. Hehe but with the unsteady steps that the little girl (I hope I am right!) is taking, she look so adorable! Like a little drunkard!!

Oh... So typical of me to jump from unrelated topics to unrelated topics - I am on my way to Leng Ki! Hehe as I was telling my fren, I will make the decision today once and for all. I reckon all my colleagues are tired of me ranting about whether red or dark grey is better. Black is nice but my mum's superstitious. White's too easily dirtied. Etc etc.. Thank u all for your kind patience. Hopefully, the agony will end today!

So do you think the indian toddler is a boy or girl? What say you? What say you?!

冰冰的懒洋洋日记。。。

哇! 雨呼啦呼拉地一直下。。。 这样的天气，让我眷恋于家中的床- 久久不能抽离自被窝的温暖。。。 可想而知，今天是一个在家懒洋洋的日子。与我的膝上电脑窝在床上， 我游览了许多网站。众多的网站之中，最让我有感触的便是某人的部落格。。。因为个人隐私的顾虑，不便透漏他是谁。

感情这玩样儿，是非常脆弱的。而且，它的不确定和反复无常是让人害怕的。但是，最近听了很多让人感动的故事。还真是浪漫呢！想不到，新加坡的男生，也有这样的一面。人间充满希望啊！我希望有一天，我也能找到这样的一个好男人！

可能是因为年纪渐渐地大了，所以周围的人也越来越常谈及人生的规划-这当然包括了终身幸福的话题喽！开始有一丁点的着急。。。嘿嘿，年纪应该还不算太大 - 但是这一丁点的担忧应该不诿过吧？政府在谈，人民在讨论，连周围的朋友也在议论纷纷，要我这颗小脑袋不想也不行。。。长得这么大了，还没谈过半场恋爱，更别说是什么轰轰烈烈的爱情了。还真是满期待的呢！

然而，我还是老话一句 - 宁缺毋滥呀！我的人生衷旨，我得遵守！

万岁！

Desperate...

It's finally a friday! Yeah!

I should go to sleep soon.. But nowadays, I don't really need a lot of energy at work - cos I am absolutely bored! Nothing much to do.. Hehe.. Today Jessy came back and commented that she thought that I was going on leave cos my table is so clean (and so unlike the usual scene where the table is covered with so much documents that you could hardly see me - ok that is an exaggeration*bleah, as short as I might be) Anyway you get what I mean. I have been so free that I have finally managed to clear that mountain-load of documents on my desk! Amazing!

Yet I am still free..

Luckily there is the flat screen near me that is channeling the Olympics. And of course there are the colleagues who are able to entertain me through yahoo... I reckon I am bothering them cos no one is as free as me oops... but still.... I am really bored!

This period should really end soon... If not I think I will resort to scanning documents for the others.. Desperate.......

*P/S: No 'kns' pls.. 我也不像这样闲的...

Wah Seh! Every night is a late night! So it feels real real real good to just nua at home now! The thought of going out later is not too appealing, especially since it is all wet outside after the downpour awhile ago. But if I don't go, confirmed YY will be extremely disappointed la, so I better not flake. Afterall, I flaked Mel's BBQ, so better not 两头不着岸. Hehe...

Recently there's this joke about "Fiona 不要跑!" My colleagues ah... this bunch of interesting people. Imagine someone commenting that to you in the middle of the movie?! Haha diaoz.. But I must say that I really enjoy their company! The new singles' club - LOTS - Left on the shelf.. oh boy... *bleah

Anyway, I watched 2 movies this week - Love Guru and 十二莲花, and both with the same combi of people (haha see! it seems as if we have no life apart from each other ah) I prefer the former hands down. Love Guru is light hearted, bimbotic and brainless - totally my type of movie hehe.. Plus it is not crude to the extent of Heartbreak Kid - that is a total turnoff.

On the other hand, I thought 十二莲花 is much heavier. This is the first local production that I watched in a cinema. Quite arty farty I would say, but no highlight I feel. However, the plot about how one incident can alter the rest of your life is very true. Sad but true. There are things that you do, be it intentionally or not, that can and will affect how things turn out for you in future. Sometimes we just have to accept that people out there are not always nice - although they might pretend to be your best friend.

Yet, everyone's life lies in their own hands. So no matter what, it is imperative to stay happy *grinz There are of course still those people who truly cares around you!

Wow getting a bit hungry, haven't eaten anything the entire day - too lazy to go out hehe and brother is not home , ooops lazybum! Nevermind, I shall eat more at the buffet later then!

On my way to work, hopefully I won't be late for my meeting! As I was travelling in the bus moments ago, trying my best not to fall asleep, I saw this old couple.

The old lady was fat but smiley. The old man was skinny and looks quite frail. ( Why is it always the old lady who turns out to be fatter?!) Anyway, the old lady sat down without tapping her EZ link card. I was wondering on her actions amidst her 'xie xie-s' (pple were shifting to give ample space for her and her husband) when I heard two beep sounds.

Apparently her husband had her card with him too, and he helped her tapped hers. As simple an act this was, I found it really sweet.. Awwwww... He helped her so that she could go 'secure' a seat for herself while he 'brave the storms' (dramatic use of words but u get wat I mean *bleah)!

Ok, I think this entry is quite duh. Shall end here. Its another brand new day!

Blog 曝光！

Oh boy! Feeling supremely insecured! My colleague has found my blog! And there I was, feeling all smug and confident that no one will find my blog unless I choose to tell them! Taking the pains to title my blog according to my motto such that no one can link thinkcationsthinkpositive to me!? And after scanning through my entries, I realised he has read almost every entry! He assured me that my 'secrets' are safe with him - shortly after, he blackmailed me... Well, Mr u-know-who, can I really trust u?! Luckily, I think I can. Phew.... And Sshhhhh! *bleah

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And so Mr u-know-who has almost finish reading my blog. And he thinks that Bebe is my bf! Haha... Aren't you honoured, Bebe?! And Jack, dun be upset, I will notify him that myself, together with Jiesi and Qinglin, will always be your dearest, just like u will be our darling Patches!

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Time to show off another of my darling - Matthy boy! He is my colleague's son! Super duper lovely little boy!Cute right?!