Delusional

I was telling CC that the red table peeps (or rather only Benny and Suresh) are forever telling how hot I am, how cute my butt is, how a turn-on my heels are... Hahaha... I can just say they are delusional. Then yesterday Aifen has to join in the ranks to comment on my supposedly 'small and perky' butt... Goodness... Never in my entire 23 yrs of living has my butt received so much attention ever!

Last friday, Su he just have to tell my colleague that I looked hot! And he said with such a straight face that I would have believed him if I haven't seen myself in the mirror everyday for the past 8395 days! Today as I was talking to my colleague, I was constantly wondering if he remembered what Su said... Well if he thinks the same way, then jolly well (*gees... floating)! But if he dun think so (damn it!)..... Someone pls get me a spade, I want to dig a hole to bury my head in!!!

Its not so much that I dun enjoy the compliments, its just that coming so often, they dun seem truthful anymore! Telling me once in a while that I look good when I really do will make my day! Just dun say it for the sake of saying. Watching Benny shaking his head when he sees my butt (goodness, should I feel violated?! haha) and commenting that he needs to go toilet makes me 哭笑不得( for the benefit of su, it means dunno whether to cry or laugh). Diaoz......

Nonetheless, being the natural optismist that I am - Thank you for all the compliments!