The worth of a $20 note

I just read from my bro's blog that $20 still has its $20 dollars value even if it is creased, crumpled or dirty. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special Don't EVER forget it. Wow... My bro has grown up to be so philosophical... Ooops.. Until I read 'If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring. Count your blessings, not your problems.If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.' Chey - it must be a chain mail... Then again, it strike a chord, we are indeed priceless to the people who do love us!

Got a piece of good news today officially - I can add a bit more to my shopping budget! Hehe...

Somehow, I just feel the need to reiterate a point to my loved ones - THANK YOU! and thank you for loving me too! even if it's just my butt hahaha

P/S: Yes I know I am super hot Bebe, so hot that my fever persisted for more than a week! Haha but I am well and ok now. Catch ya all soon! Missya loves!

Life's a bitch but nv say die?

My eyes are super dry, my entire body feels feverish. I am sick, and has been for quite a while. I am going to miss the Sentosa hotel stay with the girls tomorrow. I feel disappointed. Not only about missing it, but also because the girls does not at all seem concerned about me being sick for almost a week, say for only CC. She said she would miss me and hoped that I can make it in the evening after resting the day away. Maybe because I am sick, thus explaining me being an emotional wreck, but I am really quite upset! Reading the emails that came nonstop during working hours about the exciting activities they were going to do without even asking about my illness(granted, apart from CC, HL was another concerned one) was some blow.

No one's working life is a bed of roses. I'm sure many of us would agree. Poor CC def will agree. So do I. When I get scolded, when I get blamed for all the mistakes that was not my faults, you don't know. You only hear the good side cos wats the point of sharing all the bads with you all when you are all already complaining about your bosses? Just continue to make the ambience one of more agitation and frustration. Perhaps I am asking too much for you to ask when I myself din say a single word. Luckily I have my family. Luckily I have CC. Luckily I still have the red table frens who at least will say 'Yes I know you are sickening but take care of yourself.' Luckily I still have Jiesi who will sms me everytime you-know-who does something to her that she think will make me jealous. Luckily. I guess maybe I am making a big fuss out of nothing and they will assure me that yes of course we will be there for you! That, I do not disagree, but it is the taking the initiative part that is eating me.

If you have seen my upset or tired face, and/or that I need to eat a lot or reward myself with good food to vent my frustration, I thank you for being there.

Not that I am really blaming anyone. It is part and parcel of growing up. I am only bitching about life. Tomorrow will be a better day!

Durian in a diff light!

Being in this industry really allows me to open my eyes BIG and go 'WOW!' I was at this cocktail party for free lunch, which was not that satisfying, but that's beside the point. I was gobbling down my food, when some sleazy music was cued. Four hot babes clad in skimpy bikini slided onto the dance floor and started to shake with all their might! My eyes just popped open involuntarily, and my first thought was that Su and Bebe will love them! And that Jiesi will just give that look, with her lips pursed and her eyes rolling everywhere at Su and Bebe's reactions hahaha...

Another dance by the girls again. This time, they changed their costumes. I asked my team lead a question after I saw them. 'Hey, do you like durians?' He (a goody-two-shoes) replied innocently that yeps, durian is among his fave fruits. So I cheekily asked him to turn around to look at the girls. His response almost made me roll on the floor with mad laughter! He suddenly stood up and shouted with glee, raising his hands in a signal of triumph, 'THAT'S WHY I AM IN THIS INDUSTRY!' It might not sound funny to you, but if you have known this guy, who seems so decent, this is hilarious to me! And, one dancer was in a durian(with thorns) bikini! Wahahaha

Well, I guess it just proves Su/Be's point to be right - there are no guys in this world who are not horny. It's merely a matter of whether they show it or not. Haha, to my team lead - now I know you are!

Standing up tall

No matter where, no matter when, I always tot that my blog title is the best! Life is full of negativities, if only you allow them to! Negativities always try to seep through every single pore of our being, if we are not careful. Ultimately, DO NOT let them succeed!

Some people applaud me for my optimism. Disclaimer: I do wallow in my sorrows... Quite often I must say. But after cussing myself for being stupid/ignorant/silly, I generally stand up tall again. I mean, life is definitely not a bed of roses at all times. And even at times it is not, just dun make it into a pile of s.h.i.t. Even if it really feels that way.

Seems that bestie CC is taking things in stride, and I am real happy for her! She is such a wonderful lady and that worthless guy is such a wimp/jerk and just plain unlucky to have lost her.

Cheer up Bebe! Dun drown yourself in beer, it's really ex! I know we are totally missable, but we will wait for u!

Fifi - cheer up too! Tomorrow is going to be a better day!