Ben side

There are times when I wish no one reads my blog so that I can post some of my innermost feelings. Bensi rite? Totally defeat the purpose of blogging - to share how u feel with others.

I really see myself in Hotaru. Nvm if u dunno who she is - prob most of u won't know her. She reads almost everything from nothing! She lives in her own lala land - that is how my bestie describe me too. I see what I like to see, I hear what I like to hear. Maybe that is the reason why I can be optimistic.

While some things are going well for me, others are not. I feel bensi. But at other times, I dun think I am that ben side. How contradicting?! Well I reckon life is something like that..