Recently, my craze is to go rollerblading, and I am proud to say that I have finally bought my blades! After the many nagging sessions from my colleague, who, during every blading session, just have to constantly harp on the money I am wasting on renting blades... I have finally gotten my own pair of blades! And I think that I got it at quite a good deal - I reckon I will be blading a lot more! Or so I hope hehe...

Of course during blading yesterday, there was some girl talk... Being with the other girls and all.. What's new rite? However I discovered a new aspect of myself - I have this feeling that I am becoming more mean - not that I am saying it is a bad thing... I am very much less inclined to be understanding and tolerating... Of course I do not think that this side of me applies to all... Maybe I am finding excuses for my not-so-desirable behaviour... Hmphmm.... But as time and incidents broadens my understanding of people and their makings, I realise not everyone deserves to have my total acceptance.

Also, I have heard this quite a lot recently from various parties about me being very nice, about me being so nice that my species is near extinction.. Seriously, all this niceness talk about me is having a toll on me. Because I really do not think I am such a nice girl.. I have times that I am selfish, times that I throw temptrums, times that I am unreasonable and times that I am just NOT nice... Well, as much as I wish I could, I cannot control what people think. I just hope that their perception of me will not tarnish the feelings they have for me, after they finally discovered that I am not as nice a person as they think I am - managing expections - hah...

Probably, just maybe - I am that nice because I do not think I am nice? Possibly? AWwww.... *winks